Lotte Kestner - Falling Snow

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RUZwA1Z9Q-0


Come down from your mountain
You’ve been gone too long
If you will then you should say so
Don’t leave me hanging on

Out from the open window
We could hear you breathing
Hold on but it does not hold on
Every mountain falls

Somebody said you would be gone
Somebody said you would be gone
Somebody said you would be gone
Somebody said you would be gone

Hold on but it does not hold on
Every mountain falls

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Lotte Kestner, True Faith cover

I used to think that the day would never come

I’d see the light in the shade of the morning sun

My morning sun is the drug that brings me near

to the childhood I lost, replaced by fear

I used to think that the day would never come

that my life would depend on the morning sun

…that the day would never come…

First date with a guy…first time being with a guy…first time believing I had a real boyfriend over the holiday season, someone to look forward to seeing again…first time I felt I had found someone to give the stars to…

…first heartbreak…

…first recovery….first realization that we were too different for it to have worked in the long run anyway…

…and now, feeling just as alone as late November.  

Seems its been a season of firsts…of hard earned wisdom…and topped with a cherry of just-a-little-too-late…

Almost…almost…a season of missed connections…

I think I want to stay lost in Lotte Kestner just a little longer before sleep comes.  Tomorrow will be better…I just need to not be okay tonight, at least for a little while.

Like a deer in mid-leap, poised, and wondrous, crowned by stars, he steps as light as quicksilver from the grass of the idyll, into memory, into myth.

So passes the glory of the world.

Yet the rain holds the keening of a thousand voices, across a thousand years:

“Great Pan is dead…Great Pan is dead…”

Be humble for you are made of earth.
Be noble for you are made of stars.

Serbian proverb (via showslow)

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omg this is perfect

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Anonymous asked:

The empress

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“What do you desire most?”

I like this one :)

I want an adorable, loving boyfriend, with a smile that melts through me, a kind heart, and a softness and fragility that pulls me in and completes me, and lets me complete him in turn. I want that perfect completeness and wholeness captured in poems, but not frozen in words, but alive, radiant, intoxicating.  I want a boy who’s a wonderful mystery, someone whose mind and spirit are undiscovered, fragrant lands whose exploration will be my delight. 

I want someone to give the stars to.  Someone whose heart I can carry within my heart.

And I think I’ve found him. ^_^ It’s so early on, but it feels like I’ve found him.

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Anonymous asked:

The devil

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“What do you think your worst quality is?”

I tend to think I’m way too passive about things, especially in debates, and especially with people who refuse to budge.  I end up compromising first, as I’m usually seeking the harmonious resolution.  

Now, I haven’t actually been in those situations for awhile, and I’ve definitely gained confidence here sharing my own opinions, and standing up against bullies and injustices, and learning how to better support others. Perhaps I’ve gotten a bit more versatile here. I’m not yet sure.